Currently Listening Goin' Crazy By Natalie see related

today.... gosh where do i start? well i stayed up till 4 am this morning talking on the phone to alyssa and josh. i fell asleep on the phone and when i woke up this morning the phone was laying off the hook right beside me!! I never hung up! lol well i got up and talked to jared on the phone and everything was great. i talked to some other people too and so far- good day. i called gabby and we worked everything out and i was sooo glad so we're doing great and back to normal. she told me something that i didn't know though about jared and it was bad. so i called him and we got into a fight about it..... a bad fight and i broke up with him. it's not the first time we've broken up though but still break ups are rough, even though i have a pretty good feeling we'll get back together although a lot of my friends say not to. i don't know i like him so much though but i'm really confused because i'm just a sophmore but i don;t know what to do without him. i don't know we'll see what happens- i'll keep you up dated.

*Megan*

well ya know how i said me and gabby were gonna have a blast!?! that didn't happen bc we got  into a huge fight and i still had to sleepover at her house even after the fight. we didn't talk at all and it sucked. we always get through it though and i know we will this time to it just sucks bc we WERE having an awesome time but o well. I hate it when i fight with anyone but jared says that we'll (me and gabby) make it through it like we always do. any who today is gonna be so and boring... im doing nothing until dad gets home and then i have to go to dinner in russellville wih him. mom's outta town- carter caves wherever that is. tomorrow will be more fun and a better day. but i'll try to write more later but idk if i can. either way ttyl lots of love!